New Life
Ah well things have been difficult. I just got a job granted its crappy. Everyone seems to be excited over it. My friends, family, and Tash is too. I don't know why I'm not more amped. I feel like shit right now. I got a puppy and I was gonna name him Zander, but I changed it to Cooper. Cause Cooper was more dog like and plus Coop is a better nickname than Zan. Anyways my step dads been riding my case about doing something special for my mom and I told him to go fucking do his own present and I'd do mine. He got real pissed off and tried to take a swing. Of course I ducked. My mama didn't raise no fool. I left and he stayed all pissy like a girl. I'm tired and I feel like no matter how hard I try he will never accept me as his kid like he does Jake.