Sigh
Well I had a fun night. I got to tease my friend Ash and make her flustered which amused me to no end. She got real flusted which was amusing to me. She didnt' seem to think so though. She wanted to know why it was amusing, but I didn't know. Just was fun. I guess thats how I used to get my jollies in high school. I'd tease the girls. That was my routine. My thing. I was cool. I'm not anymore now. I'm just average. Jesse. I don't run the school anymore. I used to tease girls constantly and I'd always end up giving them a ride home at the end of the day. I had something to be proud of. I was good with girls. Now I don't know. I'm not really anything, but a bump on a log. I'm dissapointed in myself at times. I am well...weird. I'm hoping one of these days that I can change and maybe for the better, but not looking good. I miss high school.