We will fall__but I will fall alone___

[xsewthelipsx]

Im kinda sad due to some current events, not down about or anything, just kinda sad. But along the way i have also realized something quite important which i had MUCH doubt about, but now its all clear in my head, this time im not up for the games, this time i dnt want to play with someones feelings, im happy on the outside at the moment, but thats because the door is open, sooner or later i think the door will close but there is nothing i can do about that or want to do about it. Wearing my heart on my sleeve has never felt so good, im happy liking something good, too good for me, which shows that i want something better for myself, finally. So many things are starting to fall into place, im feel like im not scared to be me again, no more self torment, no more drinking to wash away the painful emotions, im just dealing with me, and its not so bad....
im doing my best not to put people out, i also dont want anything i say to hurt or *confuse* people, there are things that need to be said and heard, when the information is put forth do what you want and please with it i will still be me, and things wont change...ever! "so just say what you wonna say" things are good....*nods head* just gotta focus a little more on school i got my prom dress, its cute....i got a new skirt too i love it deff be wearing that at home in the summer...oh the summer... :)
i feel soooo much better i kno the outcome of my actions but im still so happy...learning to be let down...its a wonderful thing
have a good days guyyyyzzz!
*Life is my oddity____
Its always strange how things turn out*