i've been looking for a lifeline for what seems like a lifetime
i'm so cutting my hair tomorrow. i was going to do it today before my shower but when i woke up there were doods working on the sewer line that busted under the house. no srsly. funtiemz. the smell was like noxious. DX but so i didn't get to take my shower and my hair has felt greasy all day. yuck. but at least they got the problem fixed so the house doesn't smell. hallelujah.
finally got all my tubs sorted out of the storage and i actually got rid of 5 tubs worth of stuff. i'm feeling really good about getting rid of so much stuff. i've really been keeping too much for too long without any real reason other than some kind of guilt that i was suppsed to i guess. that stuff is gone now. and finishing the tubs means that my room is done being put together. hurray! my shelves and dresser are very happy. i've got toys everywhere and really good energy in there now. rather than having an altar space i just made the whole room my sacred space basically by incorporating my spiritual stuff in with all the other decor. and i finally got my tarot decks out of the dresser drawer and onto the shelves. so they are very happy as well.
i'm hoping to work on my collage tarot, schwoopie tarot and maybe my faery art tarot (along with learning to make plushies!) when i can make time for those things. training on my job is going to take some time plus getting used to doing it once i'm on my own and off training. i have faith (or at least i'm trying to) that things will work themselves out now that i'm leaving the hotel fiinally. last day will be tuesday.
you know i really hate having to give 2 weeks notice bc then for the last days that you work you have to deal with the guilt that everyone gives you for leaving like you're personally hurting them. D: why do that to someone? if they're leaving don't you think it's bc that is the best choice for them right now? why else would they leave? .... evs.
i'm really sad about the ai results. D: matt was my fave. i cried. it breaks my heart to think that he might just go back to michigan. i really hope that someone reaches out to him and repects his sound and his soul. i would really like to hear more from him. and i really can't fathom how adam was in the bottom 3. that performance was stellar (as usual). ai frustrates me anyway bc they push the girls even when they're honestly not as good as the boys. and i don't think the age cap makes much sense really. if the show is about un-discovered talent why include teenagers still in school that have years ahead of them to be discovered? i think it would be better to raise the age to like 40 bc if you're looking for talent that's being lost you're going to find it in that higher age bracket. see i'm thinking of the 2 seasons of rockstar that we've been watching back and the youngest on either season was like 22. the winner on both was over 30. and the talent on those 2 seasons was amazing. srsly. so i can't help but wonder how many amazing musicians idol is missing out on by capping the age do low. what is it like 28? boo.
finally got all my tubs sorted out of the storage and i actually got rid of 5 tubs worth of stuff. i'm feeling really good about getting rid of so much stuff. i've really been keeping too much for too long without any real reason other than some kind of guilt that i was suppsed to i guess. that stuff is gone now. and finishing the tubs means that my room is done being put together. hurray! my shelves and dresser are very happy. i've got toys everywhere and really good energy in there now. rather than having an altar space i just made the whole room my sacred space basically by incorporating my spiritual stuff in with all the other decor. and i finally got my tarot decks out of the dresser drawer and onto the shelves. so they are very happy as well.
i'm hoping to work on my collage tarot, schwoopie tarot and maybe my faery art tarot (along with learning to make plushies!) when i can make time for those things. training on my job is going to take some time plus getting used to doing it once i'm on my own and off training. i have faith (or at least i'm trying to) that things will work themselves out now that i'm leaving the hotel fiinally. last day will be tuesday.
you know i really hate having to give 2 weeks notice bc then for the last days that you work you have to deal with the guilt that everyone gives you for leaving like you're personally hurting them. D: why do that to someone? if they're leaving don't you think it's bc that is the best choice for them right now? why else would they leave? .... evs.
i'm really sad about the ai results. D: matt was my fave. i cried. it breaks my heart to think that he might just go back to michigan. i really hope that someone reaches out to him and repects his sound and his soul. i would really like to hear more from him. and i really can't fathom how adam was in the bottom 3. that performance was stellar (as usual). ai frustrates me anyway bc they push the girls even when they're honestly not as good as the boys. and i don't think the age cap makes much sense really. if the show is about un-discovered talent why include teenagers still in school that have years ahead of them to be discovered? i think it would be better to raise the age to like 40 bc if you're looking for talent that's being lost you're going to find it in that higher age bracket. see i'm thinking of the 2 seasons of rockstar that we've been watching back and the youngest on either season was like 22. the winner on both was over 30. and the talent on those 2 seasons was amazing. srsly. so i can't help but wonder how many amazing musicians idol is missing out on by capping the age do low. what is it like 28? boo.