I don't even know anymore....
I hope you choke on every
word you spoke
when you were screaming
at me
And if that's really what
you meant
You're never gonna see me again
all i can say is
I really hope you're
happy
Wow so i got a LOT of news today that I wasnt expecting. There's so many people I need to talk to about so many things, I don't even know where to start. I just feel so... weird... and I shouldn't. For god sakes I just got back form vacation in the Keys. But I'm so confused.... I'm ready to give up on love... on dating.. I don't know. I'm so confused. Laura told me today that she loved me and wants to be with me, but then there's some guy named Jimmy doing it for her so I don't know what's going on there. Bobby told me he's in love with me, and wants to be with me when I get back... I do really like him... maybe even love him... but I don't know who I want to be with. I want to be with Anjel.. she's in love with that dickhead Randy. Scott just broke up with his girlfriend... We hooked up but I don't know if it's going to go any farther than that... So where the fuck does that leave me? Bobby lives in Coral Springs... 3 hrs away from me.. Laura's with some guy, says she wants to be with me but she lives in Bradenton anyway and I don't know what's going on with us. I'm seriously confused. I can't be with Anjel. I doubt that's going anywhere. So damn.
You almost always pick the best times
To drop the worst lines
You almost made me cry again this time
Another false alarm
Red flashing lights
Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
And let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
So I could shut you out
And let you go away for a long time
[Chorus:]
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
And if you want me back
You're gonna have to ask
I think the chain broke away
And I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
But it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home
[Chorus]
Nicer than that
Nicer than that
With my foot on your neck
I finally have you
Right where I want you
[Chorus]
Nicer than that
And if you want me back
You're gonna have to ask
Nicer than that
- So damn what can I say but Beej you're my Savior. lamo. Best friends, man. lol 5 yrs, right?
word you spoke
when you were screaming
at me
And if that's really what
you meant
You're never gonna see me again
all i can say is
I really hope you're
happy
Wow so i got a LOT of news today that I wasnt expecting. There's so many people I need to talk to about so many things, I don't even know where to start. I just feel so... weird... and I shouldn't. For god sakes I just got back form vacation in the Keys. But I'm so confused.... I'm ready to give up on love... on dating.. I don't know. I'm so confused. Laura told me today that she loved me and wants to be with me, but then there's some guy named Jimmy doing it for her so I don't know what's going on there. Bobby told me he's in love with me, and wants to be with me when I get back... I do really like him... maybe even love him... but I don't know who I want to be with. I want to be with Anjel.. she's in love with that dickhead Randy. Scott just broke up with his girlfriend... We hooked up but I don't know if it's going to go any farther than that... So where the fuck does that leave me? Bobby lives in Coral Springs... 3 hrs away from me.. Laura's with some guy, says she wants to be with me but she lives in Bradenton anyway and I don't know what's going on with us. I'm seriously confused. I can't be with Anjel. I doubt that's going anywhere. So damn.
You almost always pick the best times
To drop the worst lines
You almost made me cry again this time
Another false alarm
Red flashing lights
Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
And let myself cry
I buried myself alive on the inside
So I could shut you out
And let you go away for a long time
[Chorus:]
I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
And if you want me back
You're gonna have to ask
I think the chain broke away
And I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
But it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home
[Chorus]
Nicer than that
Nicer than that
With my foot on your neck
I finally have you
Right where I want you
[Chorus]
Nicer than that
And if you want me back
You're gonna have to ask
Nicer than that
- So damn what can I say but Beej you're my Savior. lamo. Best friends, man. lol 5 yrs, right?