Dec 24, 2004 15:32
i hate how when you have something that is really good you never seem to realize how good it truly is, usually not until its too late anyways. not to say that you didn't enjoy it while you had but its almost like you didn't really understand what is was really worth to you-- from the journal of miss alexa laroche.
seriously, thats exactly how i've been feeling lately. as a matter of fact, i just had a conversation today about that. i've been making not-so-good decisions lately, and i think that needs to change. i found myself wanting the one thing that i messed up. even though i wasn't with the person for that long, they had a huge impact on me, and that's not something i want to let go. i hope to (as was suggested to me), gain back the respect and trust that i lost from that person.
in other news, ive been spending mucho mucho time with a little bird i like to call alexa. we've been having the GREATEST times together, because truly, we're the only ones who really know how to have fun. YAHH YAHH!!
seriously though, i really need to stop slacking in school. my "skip school so i don't have to pass that thing in" tactic is starting to get a little ridicolous. i need to catch up on my work over vacation. really... we'll see how well that works out.
now that the world has so graciously been briefed on the events of the nestler, i'll b rollin on outta here.. ((once again, love u birdie))
and a reminder... brush that dirt off your shoulders ;)
*you should let me love you
let me be the one to
give you everything you want and need*