Don't we look happy?
No? Look!
You'll only see me smile/laugh like this in person.
I look like a retard.
Need further explanation?
Things really haven't been going well lately. I'm stressing out about school.. extra-curricular activities.. life in general.. you name it. The smallest things, that never used to bother me at all, start to tick me off the second they approach. I just don't know anymore.. it's difficult. I know this will pass very soon, but I'm already exhausted; I just wish it would be over now. Until then, the happiness gained from being with Barry is the only thing that can lift me up and make me forget(transitorily) about anxiety. Being apprehensive gives me quivers in the stomach.. and it's slowly escaping my interior, it's soon to be visible. [stop the thought, it's getting to me again.]
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Yeah, this psychological defect has to end. As soon as possible.