Jan 13, 2008 20:04
I don't think I've ever felt like such a lousy person. Probably the only boy that will ever love me, i broke his heart. He keeps come back for me to break it over and over again, so i do.
He wants to move on. He thinks he has to move on to another girl to move on. I can't do that yet. I'm not ready to throw myself head first into another relationship. Am i suppose to be? How do i react when he tells me about it. i know he will tell me about it.
i'm feeling lost. really really lost.