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topic one. i fucking hate you with every bone in my body. i regret ever fucking caring about you, i regret mostly everything i ever did that involves you. your a cunt, your a bitch, your a horrible, dishonest person.
topic two. im scared that you still wish you were with him, even though were doing really well, i think, i can sence you miss things about being with him. i wish i could just read your mind sometimes cause i feel like even when and if something is wrong, you wont tell me. i also feel like your scared that im nothing like you thought i was. granted you thought i was a dick, and now you think im really nice, i hope you dont think im being fake, and trust me im not.
topic three. even though i have no idea what is going on with you right now, i know something is terribly wrong. i know that your not happy, i can sence it all the way up here. i know that you know you could just call me and tell me, but i also know you wont. i know that you feel when you come to me for help its your last resort and if i cant fix it then you feel as though it cant be fixed. just know that its not about fixing everything, its about us caring about eachother no matter what, and letting us knowing that bring us peace.
topic four. i miss you so much that im not sure if you even consider us to be friends. that really bothers me cause in the two and something years that weve been friends, i never pictured things to have turned out like this. we should be in a van right now, following it dies today to circo volador in mexico city, not on opposite side of the country wondering when the next time one of us will pick up the phone and call each other will be. i love you man, and i miss you.
topic 5. i turn 19 in 19 minutes. good bye health insurance. good bye.
topic two. im scared that you still wish you were with him, even though were doing really well, i think, i can sence you miss things about being with him. i wish i could just read your mind sometimes cause i feel like even when and if something is wrong, you wont tell me. i also feel like your scared that im nothing like you thought i was. granted you thought i was a dick, and now you think im really nice, i hope you dont think im being fake, and trust me im not.
topic three. even though i have no idea what is going on with you right now, i know something is terribly wrong. i know that your not happy, i can sence it all the way up here. i know that you know you could just call me and tell me, but i also know you wont. i know that you feel when you come to me for help its your last resort and if i cant fix it then you feel as though it cant be fixed. just know that its not about fixing everything, its about us caring about eachother no matter what, and letting us knowing that bring us peace.
topic four. i miss you so much that im not sure if you even consider us to be friends. that really bothers me cause in the two and something years that weve been friends, i never pictured things to have turned out like this. we should be in a van right now, following it dies today to circo volador in mexico city, not on opposite side of the country wondering when the next time one of us will pick up the phone and call each other will be. i love you man, and i miss you.
topic 5. i turn 19 in 19 minutes. good bye health insurance. good bye.