You Cocked Your Head and Shot Me Down

[xselfxevidentx]

I am only human and I cannot help it that I cared. However; the shit have finally hit the fan... and I'm not going to be there to clean it up. With all emotions intact-- "Fuck Off" Honestly, I didn't even care if we were ever back together... I just didn't want to see you headed down the shitter. And now, I'll gladdly flush for you. You are going nowhere. I used to have sympathy toawrds you, until i realized you just don't care... so why care back. You are like the Boy Who Cried Wolf. And when you have no one here and you really need someone... don't stumble around for excuses... just kick yourself in the ass. We've all done everything to help you but you.... care more about your dick in some pussy, care more about your high.... you care more about your own well being... and you don't even realize when some else cares about you... So this is fucking goodbye. If you end up on the street ...using a straw to suck up garbage juice just to survive and your nothing but skin and bones.... and have nothing left inside you but your will to get high.... i want you to know....

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...I'll be living just fine... a nice life... full of laughter, smiles, and memorizing eyes.... knowning that i offered you help to get on your feet and be something but you rather fade away.