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[xselfxevidentx]

I have found myself remembering times in my life when I would hit the emotional equivalent of a cold spot while swimming or clear air turbulence while flying. I'd be cruising along through my day, sometimes feeling great, sometimes just feeling okay, but getting along and getting it done... and then for no apparent reason at all, I'd go down in flames and crash. A sense of "What the Hell's the use" would slide over me-- unconnected to any real event in my life at that moment but incredibly powerful all the same-- and i felt like simply creeping back to bed and pulling the covers up over my head.

Back to work on Monday... sigh