Apr 25, 2005 10:33
I don't even know where to begin.
I am so unbeilivably lonely.
I am almost afraid I have reached the edge yet... again.
I know this relationship is unfit for me
its tearing me down... down ... down...
but i'm so weak...
I have lost everyone.
everything.
everyone.
because of him...
trying to start over is harder then you'll ever believe
I have so many emotions... so much to vent.
My words will shock so I bite my tounge.
I want someone here... beside my family
besides him
So i'm not left running back...
I have cried a million and one tears...
and lost all sleep
...
Moved back home... well not home...
Mom has a new house in Portage...
living with her and it makes it just as hard.
you're just a few steps away....
but it feels as if I ve never knew you.
god... i feel like an ass...
ill just zip it before loosing it
call me 241-6461 if u wanta get in touch