my weakness is that i care too much...
so, its been a bit , since i have updated this beast.
things were fine, but my break has gone from being bad to worse. things have happenend; i'm really hurt, but thats life i guess you could say. it's so sad, thats it's 4 months down the drain, but after all the stuff i found out, i'm better off.
ANYWAYS, tonight was boring, but i decided to call marcus, him, and these two kids came over, there names were shawn and aaron i believe(s.p), but it was fun we hung out up in my room, listened to spice girls,and just talked, it was nice (:
my mind, and heart are going crazy... they are at a state of being that just wants to go crazy. or beat somebody up or you know what i mean? its so hard to describe i mean its being hurt and jealouse , and all the anger just builds up and it drives your mind crazy and you dont know what to think or do cuase nothing will go right either way. its gay.
i want to hang out with some hopeless romantic
hell yeah ♥ x
things were fine, but my break has gone from being bad to worse. things have happenend; i'm really hurt, but thats life i guess you could say. it's so sad, thats it's 4 months down the drain, but after all the stuff i found out, i'm better off.
ANYWAYS, tonight was boring, but i decided to call marcus, him, and these two kids came over, there names were shawn and aaron i believe(s.p), but it was fun we hung out up in my room, listened to spice girls,and just talked, it was nice (:
my mind, and heart are going crazy... they are at a state of being that just wants to go crazy. or beat somebody up or you know what i mean? its so hard to describe i mean its being hurt and jealouse , and all the anger just builds up and it drives your mind crazy and you dont know what to think or do cuase nothing will go right either way. its gay.
i want to hang out with some hopeless romantic
hell yeah ♥ x