ITS BEEN LONGER. BUT OFFICIALLY 1 YEAR<3
Alright, so I'm not big on updating; yet I have nothing to do & no one to talk to anymore other than Jenna and she is at Dance.
RANDOM & OR WHATEVER.
1.Life is rough.
2.It does not feel like Christmas, nor do I care. Christmas is for families.
3.I don't do anything but sit in my house & babysit or clean.
4.Which is never appreciated.
5.Other than when I go to a show or when I'm with Ryan.
6.I've been trying to find a job, hopefully I will get in with Jenna.
7.Her and my sister are about the only people I talk to or see outside of school.
8.I hate that I worry.
9.I hate that I am so pessimistic.
10.And that I feel everyone is out to get me.
11.I love being around Jenna, she has such a positive effect on me & she does not even know it.
12.We relate a lot on one subject and I like it.
13.It's a year officially that I have been with this kid, & I have no regrets.
14.There's honestly no one I'd rather be with & when I think about it, I find that thought of "being with someone else", IMPOSSIBLE. There is no one that has the same impact as he does, and I would never be able to grow as close to anyone as I am with him.
15.The time we share; oh boy; all the negatives in life just seem to go away.
16.I hate being so sentimental.
Anyways, so I met Rachel(s.p) Shes a sweetheart.
Me and Jenna went down to the career center today, and took a test and looked up a bunch of colleges'.
I'm Mainly Trying to stay around here when I do go; Pittsburgh probaly, Maybe one in a small city around there or around here. Possibly Penn state, but I'm not too sure about that. We both found a college that we would like to attend, cause it has her career courses she'd like to fulfill and mine as well. Plus it was one of the only colleges that was not private. It was like California University or something, somewhere around Pittsburgh, I found one other, But I don't recall the name.
I was sick for awhile but I'm a lot better now. I missed mad school, and my grades came down major. But I'm working on it.
I should probaly write my dad, but then why not punish him for what he;s done and make him feel the way I do. I don't know if I could pull of being that rude.
This is gay; Journals are gay; Sorta.
BFF MADE THIS FOR ME.
MY OTHER HALF
ITS BEEN AWHILE
..USED TO MAKE ME DO THIS FACE<3
I THOUGHT THIS WAS NEAT.
<3(:
MY NIGGA.
RANDOM & OR WHATEVER.
1.Life is rough.
2.It does not feel like Christmas, nor do I care. Christmas is for families.
3.I don't do anything but sit in my house & babysit or clean.
4.Which is never appreciated.
5.Other than when I go to a show or when I'm with Ryan.
6.I've been trying to find a job, hopefully I will get in with Jenna.
7.Her and my sister are about the only people I talk to or see outside of school.
8.I hate that I worry.
9.I hate that I am so pessimistic.
10.And that I feel everyone is out to get me.
11.I love being around Jenna, she has such a positive effect on me & she does not even know it.
12.We relate a lot on one subject and I like it.
13.It's a year officially that I have been with this kid, & I have no regrets.
14.There's honestly no one I'd rather be with & when I think about it, I find that thought of "being with someone else", IMPOSSIBLE. There is no one that has the same impact as he does, and I would never be able to grow as close to anyone as I am with him.
15.The time we share; oh boy; all the negatives in life just seem to go away.
16.I hate being so sentimental.
Anyways, so I met Rachel(s.p) Shes a sweetheart.
Me and Jenna went down to the career center today, and took a test and looked up a bunch of colleges'.
I'm Mainly Trying to stay around here when I do go; Pittsburgh probaly, Maybe one in a small city around there or around here. Possibly Penn state, but I'm not too sure about that. We both found a college that we would like to attend, cause it has her career courses she'd like to fulfill and mine as well. Plus it was one of the only colleges that was not private. It was like California University or something, somewhere around Pittsburgh, I found one other, But I don't recall the name.
I was sick for awhile but I'm a lot better now. I missed mad school, and my grades came down major. But I'm working on it.
I should probaly write my dad, but then why not punish him for what he;s done and make him feel the way I do. I don't know if I could pull of being that rude.
This is gay; Journals are gay; Sorta.
BFF MADE THIS FOR ME.
MY OTHER HALF
ITS BEEN AWHILE
..USED TO MAKE ME DO THIS FACE<3
I THOUGHT THIS WAS NEAT.
<3(:
MY NIGGA.