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so i havent written in this since i got my tattoo a few months ago, so i think its deserving of a little attention..
there have been alot of things happening in my life, all of which is shaping me to become "who im meant to be".. surprisingly, ian and i are NOT together.. surprising because usually around this time we wouldve gotten back together, been incredibly happy and id be living with him in portland right now.. what it comes down to is that is in love with another girl, and wanted to keep me and have her at the same time.. i called him out on it last night and he chose her.. of which im completely okay with because im bound for things way better than he ever was to me..
in the love department, ive had a few boys in my life, none of which amounted to anything other than kissing, not being able to do anything other than that and me being disappointed in the end. im okay with this because i know that when i find someone, its going to be completely worth it... lately, ive been talking to this kid named nick from the oxford area. he is a friend of a friend and hes totally nice from what ive seen and talked with him. we have an official date tomorrow and i havent been this excited in a long time because for once i have a feeling that im not going to be stood up. hes just as excited as me, its about time..
i graduated college. i ended up with a 3.486 GPA for my entire college career, but i ended up finishing the semester with a 3.95, SO CLOSE to presidents list but hospitality technology gave me an a-.. i tried my best for it being one of the worst classes ive ever taken.. school ended kind of sad, i realized that i wasnt going to see anyone there probably for the rest of my life, nevermind the fact that one of my best friends (meg) moved to germany the other day.. im so happy for her and i really hope that great things are lined up for me..
which include getting my first job post-graduation.. i was hired as an activities director for a company that owns 3 campgrounds in old orchard beach... i went for my interview on monday and they said that my resume was amazing and hired me on the spot due to the amount of experience i had planning events, organizing and being awesome pretty much... when i had told them that i would be commuting an hour to work, they said that they wanted to find me housing because they wanted me closer and not having to travel as much.. shannon (my boss) said that she would contact me sometime this week as soon as she found out information.. im REALLY hoping it works out because i would love to live on the beach this summer and not have to drive FOREVER to get to work, but either way its totally going to be worth it.. ill be working long hours (10-12 hour days, 4-5 days a week getting paid $8/hr), but im just excited..
i still plan on moving to boston in the fall with toby, and i really hope that it follows through.. i cant wait to move out of maine and be in a city where i can become somebody and show a company my true worth...
oh boy. this got tiring and its only a few minutes in.
ill update more as summer progresses.
<3
there have been alot of things happening in my life, all of which is shaping me to become "who im meant to be".. surprisingly, ian and i are NOT together.. surprising because usually around this time we wouldve gotten back together, been incredibly happy and id be living with him in portland right now.. what it comes down to is that is in love with another girl, and wanted to keep me and have her at the same time.. i called him out on it last night and he chose her.. of which im completely okay with because im bound for things way better than he ever was to me..
in the love department, ive had a few boys in my life, none of which amounted to anything other than kissing, not being able to do anything other than that and me being disappointed in the end. im okay with this because i know that when i find someone, its going to be completely worth it... lately, ive been talking to this kid named nick from the oxford area. he is a friend of a friend and hes totally nice from what ive seen and talked with him. we have an official date tomorrow and i havent been this excited in a long time because for once i have a feeling that im not going to be stood up. hes just as excited as me, its about time..
i graduated college. i ended up with a 3.486 GPA for my entire college career, but i ended up finishing the semester with a 3.95, SO CLOSE to presidents list but hospitality technology gave me an a-.. i tried my best for it being one of the worst classes ive ever taken.. school ended kind of sad, i realized that i wasnt going to see anyone there probably for the rest of my life, nevermind the fact that one of my best friends (meg) moved to germany the other day.. im so happy for her and i really hope that great things are lined up for me..
which include getting my first job post-graduation.. i was hired as an activities director for a company that owns 3 campgrounds in old orchard beach... i went for my interview on monday and they said that my resume was amazing and hired me on the spot due to the amount of experience i had planning events, organizing and being awesome pretty much... when i had told them that i would be commuting an hour to work, they said that they wanted to find me housing because they wanted me closer and not having to travel as much.. shannon (my boss) said that she would contact me sometime this week as soon as she found out information.. im REALLY hoping it works out because i would love to live on the beach this summer and not have to drive FOREVER to get to work, but either way its totally going to be worth it.. ill be working long hours (10-12 hour days, 4-5 days a week getting paid $8/hr), but im just excited..
i still plan on moving to boston in the fall with toby, and i really hope that it follows through.. i cant wait to move out of maine and be in a city where i can become somebody and show a company my true worth...
oh boy. this got tiring and its only a few minutes in.
ill update more as summer progresses.
<3