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so im so exhausted, i dont even want to write in here, but i feel like i have to.
this week was so crazy. it started with ian and i talking about his depression, and then we got a phonecall from my dad saying that shawn had broken his jaw playing hockey. what a great way to start vacation. but for the most part, i was being optimistic. and to be honest, besides for shawn getting surgery, there wasnt really any downpoint of vacation. yeah, seeing ian flirt was a blow, but i dunno. for some reason i feel as if things are getting better between him and i. like i cant explain it. yesturday he held my hand in the car (which he didnt do all vacation) and he asked me for a hug and i dunno, it sounds so lame, but you probably just dont understand. i just things are getting better. maybe he's slowly realizing that im good for him, and he needs to stop being a dork.. i wrote him a letter saying how i felt about everything, and i hope he read it.
the fight on saturday was amazing.. i had everyone over and it was alot of fun.. i have a hella good time when im home hanging out with kids at my house. its always fun. but sunday was a great time too. i threw caitlin a surprise birthday party and she was wicked shocked. i baked a cake and it looked amazing.
but we also took her to to the movies to see the Number 23.. and oh my god. it was so good.
speaking of movies.. i can not wait to see 300.. it looks soo good.
there are abunch of other movies that are coming out too.
im also really excited for sparks to come up and play at the school.. so far, i know about 40 people that are going, but i hope more show up.
im going back home to maine saturday morning because 1.) i forgot my coat, 2 sweatshirts, and my dress shirts that i need.. 2.) ian forgot his skateboard in the back of my car. and 3.) RUSS IS COMING BACK FROM IRAQ...
that has to be the most important though.
rawr. i hope things with ian are figured out soon.
oh, and people seem to really like my hair. i dunno if they are just saying that. but i hope it looks alright.
this week was so crazy. it started with ian and i talking about his depression, and then we got a phonecall from my dad saying that shawn had broken his jaw playing hockey. what a great way to start vacation. but for the most part, i was being optimistic. and to be honest, besides for shawn getting surgery, there wasnt really any downpoint of vacation. yeah, seeing ian flirt was a blow, but i dunno. for some reason i feel as if things are getting better between him and i. like i cant explain it. yesturday he held my hand in the car (which he didnt do all vacation) and he asked me for a hug and i dunno, it sounds so lame, but you probably just dont understand. i just things are getting better. maybe he's slowly realizing that im good for him, and he needs to stop being a dork.. i wrote him a letter saying how i felt about everything, and i hope he read it.
the fight on saturday was amazing.. i had everyone over and it was alot of fun.. i have a hella good time when im home hanging out with kids at my house. its always fun. but sunday was a great time too. i threw caitlin a surprise birthday party and she was wicked shocked. i baked a cake and it looked amazing.
but we also took her to to the movies to see the Number 23.. and oh my god. it was so good.
speaking of movies.. i can not wait to see 300.. it looks soo good.
there are abunch of other movies that are coming out too.
im also really excited for sparks to come up and play at the school.. so far, i know about 40 people that are going, but i hope more show up.
im going back home to maine saturday morning because 1.) i forgot my coat, 2 sweatshirts, and my dress shirts that i need.. 2.) ian forgot his skateboard in the back of my car. and 3.) RUSS IS COMING BACK FROM IRAQ...
that has to be the most important though.
rawr. i hope things with ian are figured out soon.
oh, and people seem to really like my hair. i dunno if they are just saying that. but i hope it looks alright.