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im alone to much.
it gives me to much time to think.
to think about all of the stuff i dont want to think about.
*tear*
anyway. i jus came home from blakes. jordan called him recently. wow dont i feel loved. i never ever get a call from him..and wen i do its never very long. but anyway back to wat im pretti excited about...
hes coming back.
well okay. hes coming back to ohio. this summer. just for the summer. but he mite come down and stay with blake for a lil while. do you have any idea how amazing that would be? that would make me liek the happiest girl in the world. even if hes just here for a few hours. i miss that kid so unbelieveably much. nobody could understand. nobody.
that cheered me up quite a bit. not for very long. but it did. *sigh* wrestling cheers me up to. well, wen sammi isnt being mean to me it does.
haha.i love how i was about to turn all emo at the meet today and start crying my eyes out bc i hate wat sammi is turning into and how she cant stand me and how i cant stand me and how most of the guys probably cant stand me...and the only one that notices..or even cares to ask if im ok...is rey. the kid that we are all horrible to. maybe ill have sum more sympathy towards him from now on...
anyway. im out.
it gives me to much time to think.
to think about all of the stuff i dont want to think about.
*tear*
anyway. i jus came home from blakes. jordan called him recently. wow dont i feel loved. i never ever get a call from him..and wen i do its never very long. but anyway back to wat im pretti excited about...
hes coming back.
well okay. hes coming back to ohio. this summer. just for the summer. but he mite come down and stay with blake for a lil while. do you have any idea how amazing that would be? that would make me liek the happiest girl in the world. even if hes just here for a few hours. i miss that kid so unbelieveably much. nobody could understand. nobody.
that cheered me up quite a bit. not for very long. but it did. *sigh* wrestling cheers me up to. well, wen sammi isnt being mean to me it does.
haha.i love how i was about to turn all emo at the meet today and start crying my eyes out bc i hate wat sammi is turning into and how she cant stand me and how i cant stand me and how most of the guys probably cant stand me...and the only one that notices..or even cares to ask if im ok...is rey. the kid that we are all horrible to. maybe ill have sum more sympathy towards him from now on...
anyway. im out.