All that i am all that i ever was...
I thought about you today.
do you remember the time we sat on my lawn?
Remember?
I told you how i wave at cars.
and you said you'd laugh if they gave the finger back.
but then thats when you told me i was brilliant.
i believe you.
really i do.
i remember stretching out on the lawn with you sitting next to me.
i would give ANYTHING
for that moment again.
i wouldnt wimp out again.
I'd pull your arms around me.
pulling you down next to me.
not ashamed of my want for your affection.
i wouldnt be a slut.
we'd just lie there.
and stare at the clouds.
"If I lay here.
If I just lay here
would you lie with me
and forget the world?"
I know you love me.
i just want to hear you say it.
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