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gahhhhh
im so pissed.
honestly.
im not allowed to go anywhere.
no lie.
it pisses me off.
i cant go over by susie's house (bye bye church fair)
I cant go over by anybodys house.
fuckers.
i dont do drugs
i dont drink
im not a slut.
but yet still
my life is
close guarded.
like they cant truat me.
for once i wish i could rebel.
take a drink.
inhale.
and know what its like to be different.
but thats not the way my mind works.
no.
i have to always follw the rules.
i have to always obey.
being a good girl has gotten me no where.
i feel left out.
summer is supposed to be fun.
hang out with friends.
have fun.
go to concerts, festivals etc.
but no no
manda.
manda does things.
manda takes summer classes.
manda sees the world.
manda is a good girl who plans for her future.
manda is good kid.
manda does what she is told.
....maybe thats why i miss last summer ao much.