May 29, 2006 18:58
sigh. thats all. sigh. i feel like im losing everybody. i dont want to. i spent a very unhappyish day today and yesterday.
♪Out of the box, out of the kitchen.
Out of the world she's grown so fearful of, so fearful of.
I don't ever want to see you again.
I don't ever want to see you again.
I don't ever want to see you again.
I don't ever want to see you again, my friend.
This is the end.♪
i feel sick 'cause ive eaten very little in the past 2 days due to the massive heat i am experiencing right now and i just ate some pasta salad and i feel sick to my stomuach.
i also feel alone. like really alone. like nobodys there. i try to reach out but nobodys there.
♪Now that I'm grown I've seen friendships fall to pieces.♪
This is whats happening and i cant stop it. and it frustrates me.
Who am I letting go? What am I letting go of? is it the bad? the good? or both?
♪The writers weren't kidding about how all good things must end.
Then again some things, then again some things are far too good,
Some things are far too good to go ahead and let go.♪
and some people Just Arent there anymore and it hurts. it hurts really bad. hey but people change and grow apart and everything but i dont want it to. but i cant say anything and i want to scream and yell and say "WTF You're not there! YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD BE NO MATTER WHAT! but i don't...
♪You dream of demons while you sleep that make you stutter when you speak. Speak now or forever hold your peace in pieces.♪
♪ my friend,
This is the end.♪