Feb 20, 2006 15:28
there's times I feel like and asshole, and times I don't when it comes to mine and Alex's break up ... this time I feel like a fucking asshole...
I have this feeling she talked to Jay, and she might have revealed 1, maybe even all 3 of the following pieces of information
1. that I'd been cutting again , while Alex.. was pregnant, thus directly contributing to her terminating the pregnancy
2. that shortly before she had the abortion... I'd told her I'd slept with someone else
3. that I told her that... I was kinda unhappy in the relationship and was kinda, sorta looking around for someone else...
did I do and say those things?
yes I did... I am a fucking asshole