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[xscrletpassionx]

what the fuck. my dad has completely gone insane. around 5 i decided to take a nap, and i wake up around 8 to my sister telling me they just got home, soo i go downstairs, and im talking to my mom, and everythings grand, im actually in a good mood for once, andd then i go back upstairs and my dad seemed like he was in a bad mood, so i tried to ignore him, but he begins yelling at me for something i did wrong and my mom and i were standing in the doorway, and he got pissed off and slammed the door shut, and my moms hand was there, so she got pissed and pushed the door back at him, and ran downstairs, soo i ran into my room. andd after a few minutes, my dad begins screaming at me from the stairs about how ive been fucking all this stuff up, and i didnt even know it. andd how if i want anything the answers automatically no until i fix it. andd im just sitting there..not even awake yet..i had been sleeping for 3 hours, and woke up to my dad slamming doors and screaming. so yeah. that was fun. i hate how this is starting all over again. it was soo nice for a while. blargh. i just need to make sure to control myself, or im going to end up getting grounded, and knowing him, hell end up grounding me for the summer. sigh. i guess no matter what i do, theres always room for me fucking up.

eh. field trip tomorrow in photography, torpedo museum. oh joy. at least i get out of spanish and geometry.