On the beach I remind myself how holding hands is so powerless
welp. bored. and no ones talking to me online =( so i decided to update. not much to say though. school is blah. really hoping my interim grades are okay. that way this whole "grounding" thing can stop. my dads such a muffin sometimes, with all the things he comes up with, that he thinks will help me..but..it doesnt. it just makes me even more aggrivated. but oh well. things at home have been pretty good lately. cant even remember the last time we had a big fall out. which is good..considering we used to have one at least once a day.
today, school wasnt that bad. came home, watched dr.phil with my mommy. lol. that was..interesting. she was like "see toni, look at this" blah blah. yes mom, i will not have a baby at the age 15. thanks. thenn after much pestering for the past two weeks, she took me to ulta so i could get makeup, andd then went shopping. andd i got clothes. yay. that makes me happy. andd then she got me wendys. andd now im waiting for friends to come on. ahh. today was actually the first good day in a while.
it has also been decided that im going to kansas city over spring break, i think im leaving the friday before, so i get out of school =), and staying till wednesday soo i still have half of the break to be here. im really happy about that. i really wanna get away. andd i really wanna see heidi and her babies. ahh theyre so adorable. i want them. =( anywho..
i was going to do the 30 hour famine with erin and our youth group friday to saturday. but im not anymore. becausee already, i get migranes when i dont eat for like..2 hours. andd doing 30 hours was gunna be interesting..but i didnt care, it seemed fun. but now that ive been sick the past couple days, my parents decided that they dont want me doing it. andd i agree, cuz i didnt really want to do it anymore. but i feel bad. i know erin wanted to do it. andd im leaving her. but i know shell still have fun with sam and stuff. soo. ah. im sorry my dear. =( i loove you.
thiss entry turned out a lot longer than i expected it to. so now that ive rambled on for a while. im gunna go watch tv. maybe do some hw. buhbbyeeee
tonight, i dont even have the stars to hold on to
today, school wasnt that bad. came home, watched dr.phil with my mommy. lol. that was..interesting. she was like "see toni, look at this" blah blah. yes mom, i will not have a baby at the age 15. thanks. thenn after much pestering for the past two weeks, she took me to ulta so i could get makeup, andd then went shopping. andd i got clothes. yay. that makes me happy. andd then she got me wendys. andd now im waiting for friends to come on. ahh. today was actually the first good day in a while.
it has also been decided that im going to kansas city over spring break, i think im leaving the friday before, so i get out of school =), and staying till wednesday soo i still have half of the break to be here. im really happy about that. i really wanna get away. andd i really wanna see heidi and her babies. ahh theyre so adorable. i want them. =( anywho..
i was going to do the 30 hour famine with erin and our youth group friday to saturday. but im not anymore. becausee already, i get migranes when i dont eat for like..2 hours. andd doing 30 hours was gunna be interesting..but i didnt care, it seemed fun. but now that ive been sick the past couple days, my parents decided that they dont want me doing it. andd i agree, cuz i didnt really want to do it anymore. but i feel bad. i know erin wanted to do it. andd im leaving her. but i know shell still have fun with sam and stuff. soo. ah. im sorry my dear. =( i loove you.
thiss entry turned out a lot longer than i expected it to. so now that ive rambled on for a while. im gunna go watch tv. maybe do some hw. buhbbyeeee
tonight, i dont even have the stars to hold on to