How The Hell Should I Feel?!?!?!
How am I supposed to feel about that! I mean I really do think that if your in love with someone that you cant just fuck them! Love is Love you cant just have sex with the one you love! I mean I dont just fuck you I make love to you! I wish that I never asked that question! Or maybe I just wish that your answer was differant! God John I love you with all my heart! It made me totally happy when you did what you did today it was sweet! But it hurt so bad to know that sometimes when we are together it is just a fuck! I mean how am I supposed to know that its love or fucking? Today you told me it was love but does that mean every other time is just fucking to you? I mean I think things are gonna change now that I know how you feel about all this! I mean feelings were hurt and tears were shed! I know my feelings totally changed after that!
~Justine~
~Justine~