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Jul 09, 2005 09:53

so its enough that im pretty much homeless for the time being, and on top of that most of the people who say they care turned my back on me... but when you think it cant get any worse... is usually when it gets worse...

one of the sweetest girls i know (or so i thought) totally suprised me when she said her and her roommate was gonna drive all the way from arkansas in the middle of the night to spend the weekend... and oh how was i stoked... stayed up till 6 in the morning waiting... and finally they came and i got the biggest hug ever... spent like 20 mins watching music videos, then she said that she had to use a payphone to call her mom and i offered the cell but she insisted on the pay phone... this was at 7:00 am...

i waited like an hour, 2 hours, then i decided to walk up the road, concerned that something happened... well it dawned on me she ditched me... and that seriously broke my heart... who the hell drives 9 hours, and then for whatever reason leaves with no hug, goodbye, anything...

i seriously lost all respect for people... and honestly when i thought that my hurt couldnt get any worse... this happens

thank you very much amber and audra <3
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