Dec 09, 2005 16:14
Do you ever feel like you think about yourself too often?
I do. I want to be SoOoOoOoOoO HAPPY for Ashley but for some reason I can't stop thinking about the fact that I am a freakin LOSER that is 15 and will be 16 not too long from now and I have never had a b/f.
I keep wondering what flaws about myself I can fix but all my friends try to tell me that I'm pretty and I am not fat. Why can't a guy like me for who I am? Why do I care so much?
And it's not like it really helped for me to post this b/c no one is gonna be able to help me in this situation b/c all of my friends have had b/fs or g/fs before. I mean I had b/fs in like kindergarten and like 1st grade but I guess I got ugly from there. Anyways I'm out...