so sick of being tired.
i should be sleeping, but i had a FR0STY. so i cannot. and ellie is crazy for saying theres more than one type of frosty. what the fuck is that?!
i talked to matt for about and hour and a half on the phone a little bit ago, and he came over after school. i love spending time with him, i love talking to him, i love thinking about him, i love everything about him. im so happy with him. "serenity" was the word we decided on, a good description of how i feel when we are together.
serenity: a disposition free from stress or emotion, the absence of mental stress or anxiety
yea, thats it. i love him.
Do I love you because you're beautiful
or are you beautiful because I love you?
that is it. except that i got my hair cut and it looks tres cute. and the way i say "sad" is cute too. and my tshirts came in the mail but they are big on me so whatever.
After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul.
yes, i am eating popcorn. i need to listen to rain. good night.
I don't pretend to know how to make this better.
I don't even pretend to know what you are going through.
Because everyone has they're own story.
Everyone has their own hell to live through.
but im going to put a bunch of these in hurr.
black and white sunsets...sometimes.. you have to reach inside of yourself.. to see the beauty hidden beneath the darkness...
no one could hurt me any more than I could hurt myself. I
"Suicide is the exact opposite of self- mutilation. People who commit suicide want to die. People who self-mutilate just want to feel better."
and this is it:
So how do you make yourself stop something you love doing??? Right now I don't have an answer to that...I'm hoping that someday in the future I do. This isn't easy. In fact stoping is probably the hardest thing I've ever done.
But the fight continues.
I'm trying.
I can do this.
good night, i really do love you.
Putting it on paper helped her to see it and get it out. They were not pretty pictures as you might imagine but she didn't cut herself that day.
i talked to matt for about and hour and a half on the phone a little bit ago, and he came over after school. i love spending time with him, i love talking to him, i love thinking about him, i love everything about him. im so happy with him. "serenity" was the word we decided on, a good description of how i feel when we are together.
serenity: a disposition free from stress or emotion, the absence of mental stress or anxiety
yea, thats it. i love him.
Do I love you because you're beautiful
or are you beautiful because I love you?
that is it. except that i got my hair cut and it looks tres cute. and the way i say "sad" is cute too. and my tshirts came in the mail but they are big on me so whatever.
After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul.
yes, i am eating popcorn. i need to listen to rain. good night.
I don't pretend to know how to make this better.
I don't even pretend to know what you are going through.
Because everyone has they're own story.
Everyone has their own hell to live through.
but im going to put a bunch of these in hurr.
black and white sunsets...sometimes.. you have to reach inside of yourself.. to see the beauty hidden beneath the darkness...
no one could hurt me any more than I could hurt myself. I
"Suicide is the exact opposite of self- mutilation. People who commit suicide want to die. People who self-mutilate just want to feel better."
and this is it:
So how do you make yourself stop something you love doing??? Right now I don't have an answer to that...I'm hoping that someday in the future I do. This isn't easy. In fact stoping is probably the hardest thing I've ever done.
But the fight continues.
I'm trying.
I can do this.
good night, i really do love you.
Putting it on paper helped her to see it and get it out. They were not pretty pictures as you might imagine but she didn't cut herself that day.