Am I wrong for doing this?
"Sean" (9:19:25 PM): i think im going to go puts around then head to bed...gota get up early tomorrow
GlucoseAngel (9:20:23 PM): Yep. Night.
"Sean" (9:20:35 PM): feel better ya here?
GlucoseAngel (9:21:00 PM): I'll get right on that....
"Sean" (9:21:09 PM): ...night
GlucoseAngel (9:21:28 PM): Night.
"Sean" (9:21:43 PM): your seeming kinda cold tonight...just to let you know
GlucoseAngel (9:22:20 PM): I'm not trying to be cold. You keep wanting to go to bed... and I'm being short with you so that you will GO to bed. lol.
GlucoseAngel (9:22:28 PM): I'm just worried all in all.
"Sean" (9:22:39 PM): worried about what?
GlucoseAngel (9:23:07 PM): My mom may have breast cancer, Sean. And I don't think you've thought about what that news may do to me.
"Sean" (9:25:12 PM): ...how long are you going to type?
Auto Response from GlucoseAngel (9:25:19 PM): Anmaph is a dork. xD
GlucoseAngel (9:25:28 PM): Sorry... I wasn't typing.
GlucoseAngel (9:25:33 PM): I typed what I wanted to type.
"Sean" (9:25:50 PM): well, on my end it said you were typing
"Sean" (9:26:06 PM): but you didnt answer my question also
GlucoseAngel (9:26:23 PM): Yes, I did.
GlucoseAngel (9:26:33 PM): GlucoseAngel (9:23:07 PM): My mom may have breast cancer, Sean. And I don't think you've thought about what that news may do to me.
"Sean" (9:27:17 PM): first off, that didnt make it to me....and second, i tend to have this bad habit of ignoring bad news....so im sorry
GlucoseAngel (9:27:51 PM): What if it was your mom? I'm sure you wouldn't ignore the "bad news"
"Sean" (9:28:37 PM): actually i most likely would....she has health problems now, not that serious, but bad enough it hurts
GlucoseAngel (9:29:31 PM): My mom has had health problems my entire life... and I have not ignored them. It's the worst thing you can do. If she does have breast cancer... my life is going to be put on hold to help her.
"Sean" (9:31:00 PM): see, now i dont think thats right, you shouldnt put your entire life on hold just cus she might have cancer. Ive seen people go through this before and the best thing you can do for them is to just be there, but not always there. You must continue on with your life, ok some things you wont do, but not your entier life
GlucoseAngel (9:32:12 PM): Not my entire life.. just moving out... and we'll find out Either Wednesday or Thursday if she does have cancer. If she does... other than moving out... I may not be going to college right away if it comes to it.
"Sean" (9:32:06 PM): but if you think your enter life should be put on hold thats up to you, i most likely wont be part of it at that point
"Sean" (9:32:36 PM): no, thats the worst thing you can do. DO NOT put off starting college
"Sean" (9:33:01 PM): im not yelling, but emphising
GlucoseAngel (9:34:13 PM): YOU'RE NOT FUCKING HERE.... YOU'RE NOT IN MY FUCKING HEAD... YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME RIGHT NOW. YOU WOULDN'T CARE TO KNOW ANYWAYS... BECAUSE I WOULD DIE IF I LOST MY MOTHER DUE TO BREAST CANCER.. BUT ALL YOU CAN SEEM TO SEE IS THAT I DON'T HAVE A GOOD ENOUGH CAUSE TO PUT MY LIFE ON HOLD TO HELP THE ONLY PERSON THAT I CAN COUNT ON FOR ANYTHING... SO DON'T DARE TELL ME HOW TO RUN MY FUCKING LIFE
"Sean" (9:35:58 PM): fine, yell at me....ive always given people advice and always will....but i think it would be best if i just stoped talking to you for now.....cus your starting to act a bit bitchy agian, with reason, but all the same
"Sean" (9:36:28 PM): good luck with everything
GlucoseAngel (9:36:36 PM): Don't be there for me....
GlucoseAngel (9:36:41 PM): Don't be a friend.
GlucoseAngel (9:36:55 PM): Don't try to help me with anything.... just go away like you always do;
"Sean" (9:37:06 PM): ive been trying to, but the only way i can get you to say anything about how your really feeling is to piss you off
"Sean" (9:37:19 PM): and that im getting sick of to be honest with you
GlucoseAngel (9:37:55 PM): I'm not pissed... i'm upset and worried and all you can think about is yourself.... i haven't been wanting to talk to you becuase all you'll do is tell me shit that i don't want to hear.
"Sean" (9:38:36 PM): then if im going to tell you shit you dont want to hear then i guess you cant put it on me that im not there for you, that im not being a good friend
GlucoseAngel (9:38:59 PM): No.... you don't know how to comfort someone
GlucoseAngel (9:39:16 PM): Telling me NOT to do something is NOT comforting me.
"Sean" (9:39:37 PM): HEY, no one has ever advised me on it, and when i try something new it never works. At least im thinking of you and trying to do something!
"Sean" (9:39:55 PM): but the thought clearly doesnt matter to you
GlucoseAngel (9:40:26 PM): No... not at all. Because all you keep doing is acting like we can just keep doing this friends with benefits things.
GlucoseAngel (9:40:28 PM): thing*
GlucoseAngel (9:40:34 PM): I can't... no more.
GlucoseAngel (9:40:36 PM): I'm done.
GlucoseAngel (9:40:38 PM): We're done.
GlucoseAngel (9:40:40 PM): That's it
"Sean" (9:40:50 PM): hey, last time i checked you were the last one to try anything
GlucoseAngel (9:41:13 PM): Excuse me?
"Sean" (9:41:10 PM): ok, yeah i had some thoughts i told you about, but thats it just thoughts nothing more
GlucoseAngel (9:41:58 PM): I keep telling you that I want to hangout with you... nothing more than that. I want to do purely non sexual things.. but you obviously haven't caught on to that.
"Sean" (9:42:55 PM): i have, but most of the time im doing something else and...well i have to get something more out of it then what im already doing. And i tried to get you to go shoot some pool, but you were sleeping and didnt wake up to your phone, you never do
GlucoseAngel (9:43:20 PM): I've been... SICK
"Sean" (9:43:16 PM): so dont tell me i havent tired to hang out with you with out sexual content
"Sean" (9:43:26 PM): i know, and youve been sick for almost a week now
GlucoseAngel (9:43:41 PM): I've been sick since Thursday.
"Sean" (9:43:43 PM): almost a week
GlucoseAngel (9:43:56 PM): When I tell you I want to sleep... that's what I want to do.
"Sean" (9:45:21 PM): well, i tried...and i guess trying just isnt enough, so im done trying
GlucoseAngel (9:46:52 PM): You weren't trying.
GlucoseAngel (9:47:32 PM): I hate losing a friend. But, I want friends that are good for me and to me. ANd don't yell at me for stupid things. I am not a piece of meat. And I refuse to be treated as such.
GlucoseAngel (9:47:39 PM): That's how I've been feeling lately.
GlucoseAngel (9:48:06 PM): That's why I just try not to tell you anything... because unless it's news about me having sex with you... you don't want to hear it.
GlucoseAngel (9:48:12 PM): So... I'm done.
"Sean" signed off at 9:48:25 PM. **I blocked him**
Why do I get the feeling that he doesn't care about anything/anyone but himself... ??
GlucoseAngel (9:20:23 PM): Yep. Night.
"Sean" (9:20:35 PM): feel better ya here?
GlucoseAngel (9:21:00 PM): I'll get right on that....
"Sean" (9:21:09 PM): ...night
GlucoseAngel (9:21:28 PM): Night.
"Sean" (9:21:43 PM): your seeming kinda cold tonight...just to let you know
GlucoseAngel (9:22:20 PM): I'm not trying to be cold. You keep wanting to go to bed... and I'm being short with you so that you will GO to bed. lol.
GlucoseAngel (9:22:28 PM): I'm just worried all in all.
"Sean" (9:22:39 PM): worried about what?
GlucoseAngel (9:23:07 PM): My mom may have breast cancer, Sean. And I don't think you've thought about what that news may do to me.
"Sean" (9:25:12 PM): ...how long are you going to type?
Auto Response from GlucoseAngel (9:25:19 PM): Anmaph is a dork. xD
GlucoseAngel (9:25:28 PM): Sorry... I wasn't typing.
GlucoseAngel (9:25:33 PM): I typed what I wanted to type.
"Sean" (9:25:50 PM): well, on my end it said you were typing
"Sean" (9:26:06 PM): but you didnt answer my question also
GlucoseAngel (9:26:23 PM): Yes, I did.
GlucoseAngel (9:26:33 PM): GlucoseAngel (9:23:07 PM): My mom may have breast cancer, Sean. And I don't think you've thought about what that news may do to me.
"Sean" (9:27:17 PM): first off, that didnt make it to me....and second, i tend to have this bad habit of ignoring bad news....so im sorry
GlucoseAngel (9:27:51 PM): What if it was your mom? I'm sure you wouldn't ignore the "bad news"
"Sean" (9:28:37 PM): actually i most likely would....she has health problems now, not that serious, but bad enough it hurts
GlucoseAngel (9:29:31 PM): My mom has had health problems my entire life... and I have not ignored them. It's the worst thing you can do. If she does have breast cancer... my life is going to be put on hold to help her.
"Sean" (9:31:00 PM): see, now i dont think thats right, you shouldnt put your entire life on hold just cus she might have cancer. Ive seen people go through this before and the best thing you can do for them is to just be there, but not always there. You must continue on with your life, ok some things you wont do, but not your entier life
GlucoseAngel (9:32:12 PM): Not my entire life.. just moving out... and we'll find out Either Wednesday or Thursday if she does have cancer. If she does... other than moving out... I may not be going to college right away if it comes to it.
"Sean" (9:32:06 PM): but if you think your enter life should be put on hold thats up to you, i most likely wont be part of it at that point
"Sean" (9:32:36 PM): no, thats the worst thing you can do. DO NOT put off starting college
"Sean" (9:33:01 PM): im not yelling, but emphising
GlucoseAngel (9:34:13 PM): YOU'RE NOT FUCKING HERE.... YOU'RE NOT IN MY FUCKING HEAD... YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME RIGHT NOW. YOU WOULDN'T CARE TO KNOW ANYWAYS... BECAUSE I WOULD DIE IF I LOST MY MOTHER DUE TO BREAST CANCER.. BUT ALL YOU CAN SEEM TO SEE IS THAT I DON'T HAVE A GOOD ENOUGH CAUSE TO PUT MY LIFE ON HOLD TO HELP THE ONLY PERSON THAT I CAN COUNT ON FOR ANYTHING... SO DON'T DARE TELL ME HOW TO RUN MY FUCKING LIFE
"Sean" (9:35:58 PM): fine, yell at me....ive always given people advice and always will....but i think it would be best if i just stoped talking to you for now.....cus your starting to act a bit bitchy agian, with reason, but all the same
"Sean" (9:36:28 PM): good luck with everything
GlucoseAngel (9:36:36 PM): Don't be there for me....
GlucoseAngel (9:36:41 PM): Don't be a friend.
GlucoseAngel (9:36:55 PM): Don't try to help me with anything.... just go away like you always do;
"Sean" (9:37:06 PM): ive been trying to, but the only way i can get you to say anything about how your really feeling is to piss you off
"Sean" (9:37:19 PM): and that im getting sick of to be honest with you
GlucoseAngel (9:37:55 PM): I'm not pissed... i'm upset and worried and all you can think about is yourself.... i haven't been wanting to talk to you becuase all you'll do is tell me shit that i don't want to hear.
"Sean" (9:38:36 PM): then if im going to tell you shit you dont want to hear then i guess you cant put it on me that im not there for you, that im not being a good friend
GlucoseAngel (9:38:59 PM): No.... you don't know how to comfort someone
GlucoseAngel (9:39:16 PM): Telling me NOT to do something is NOT comforting me.
"Sean" (9:39:37 PM): HEY, no one has ever advised me on it, and when i try something new it never works. At least im thinking of you and trying to do something!
"Sean" (9:39:55 PM): but the thought clearly doesnt matter to you
GlucoseAngel (9:40:26 PM): No... not at all. Because all you keep doing is acting like we can just keep doing this friends with benefits things.
GlucoseAngel (9:40:28 PM): thing*
GlucoseAngel (9:40:34 PM): I can't... no more.
GlucoseAngel (9:40:36 PM): I'm done.
GlucoseAngel (9:40:38 PM): We're done.
GlucoseAngel (9:40:40 PM): That's it
"Sean" (9:40:50 PM): hey, last time i checked you were the last one to try anything
GlucoseAngel (9:41:13 PM): Excuse me?
"Sean" (9:41:10 PM): ok, yeah i had some thoughts i told you about, but thats it just thoughts nothing more
GlucoseAngel (9:41:58 PM): I keep telling you that I want to hangout with you... nothing more than that. I want to do purely non sexual things.. but you obviously haven't caught on to that.
"Sean" (9:42:55 PM): i have, but most of the time im doing something else and...well i have to get something more out of it then what im already doing. And i tried to get you to go shoot some pool, but you were sleeping and didnt wake up to your phone, you never do
GlucoseAngel (9:43:20 PM): I've been... SICK
"Sean" (9:43:16 PM): so dont tell me i havent tired to hang out with you with out sexual content
"Sean" (9:43:26 PM): i know, and youve been sick for almost a week now
GlucoseAngel (9:43:41 PM): I've been sick since Thursday.
"Sean" (9:43:43 PM): almost a week
GlucoseAngel (9:43:56 PM): When I tell you I want to sleep... that's what I want to do.
"Sean" (9:45:21 PM): well, i tried...and i guess trying just isnt enough, so im done trying
GlucoseAngel (9:46:52 PM): You weren't trying.
GlucoseAngel (9:47:32 PM): I hate losing a friend. But, I want friends that are good for me and to me. ANd don't yell at me for stupid things. I am not a piece of meat. And I refuse to be treated as such.
GlucoseAngel (9:47:39 PM): That's how I've been feeling lately.
GlucoseAngel (9:48:06 PM): That's why I just try not to tell you anything... because unless it's news about me having sex with you... you don't want to hear it.
GlucoseAngel (9:48:12 PM): So... I'm done.
"Sean" signed off at 9:48:25 PM. **I blocked him**
Why do I get the feeling that he doesn't care about anything/anyone but himself... ??