I distracted myself by working on my website.
And a lot of the work I put into it was for nothing because it's a bit fucked up somehow. I'm not sure how yet, but I'll figure it out when I'm awake and when I'm allowed to be awake.
I went out and played guitar on the balcony and after a half hour or so of this, I heard a noise behind me and I turned and the Duke was sitting on his roof listening to me sing, and he said he'd been there since he heard me come out. And we were both in horrible moods and he offered to take me out clubbing with him tonight, depending on how fast I could get dressed, but I really wasn't in the mood and he wasn't either, so we didn't, but he is so nice and I love him and I don't want him to move.
I'm so tired.
I realize now that I didn't look club at all, it was just me with gold chains.
for daywear.
.