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Oct 15, 2008 14:25

i woke up today feeling really strange. physically drained, and really bored. i don't understand it. i think it's just wearing on me. (not having a job.)

i almost killed alyssa yesterday. hot grease + water = HUGE EXPLOSION!

i'm going to start working out again. got a pilates DVD from the library. it's going to kick my ass, but it's worth it. we also talked to a guy at the local magic shop yesterday that owns his own gym, and it's hella cheap and also offers boxing lessons and the such. AWESOME! i'm just tired of feeling and looking so unhealthy, so i'm going to change that.

i really miss playing music. i don't care to make a living out of it anymore. i'm satisfied enough with knowing that if i tried, i could do it. i really just need a creative outlet. i've got so many ideas built up in my head, with no way out! it starts to get depressing after a while.

so, if anyone wants to get me an acoustic guitar, a piano, or a car for my birthday or Christmas, (or you can get all three. or a combo of two of them.) i'm game. and i'll owe you for the rest of my life.

eh, i'm off to figure out something to do. . .
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