byebye tonsils!

[xsavvyxsweetsx]

so, today was the "big day". i ate my solid foods yesterday and prepared for the worst. i was really nervous this morning, and threw up acid because there was nothing in my stomach. when i got there i was ready to have a panic attack but i relaxed myself somehow. i love needles, so i obviously enjoyed them inserting the IV and such. they gave me an antacid liquid to swallow in one shot, and it tasted like sour shock tarts.. yummy. i have to say, though, when they wheeled me into the O.R. i felt very, very weird. [considering the only thing i've ever had to go to the hospital for was a butterfly bandage at the age of 9 or so.] they did the anesthesia through my IV, and i liked how they didn't bother counting. Instead, the nurse was talking about the beach and had me imagining the sand in my hands and me walking on the beach.. i started to feel groggy and things got blurry, then i woke up to my name. when i woke up, though, i couldnt move, speak, or open my eyes for a few minutes; it was very odd and to be honest scared the shit out of me for a good minute and a half, haha. When i came to i was in pain, trying not to cry, and groggy again. i had the oxygen mask on when i woke up, but my nose was clogged and i panicked because i couldnt breathe the right way at first.. because i was confused when i woke up. i slept for a while, then they had me eat soft cookies and ice water.. and i took percocets. Which, btw, is my new best friend.. because i went from feeling like death to feeling like i have the worst strep throat ever. they wheeled me to my moms car and i came homeeee. i tried to eat soft eggs and soft toast when i got home and it was eh at first then it really hurt.. so i stopped. we'll see how it all goes. but for now, my mom went to get me percocets, icees, gatorade, and stuffs.. and im really groggy and ready to pass out for a bit.. so chao bella =]]

btw: swallowing sucks. good think i hate penis =D