Sep 21, 2003 19:27
I don't know what to do.
I've been hanging out with Amanda and Drew for awhile
I keep going outside just so i dont have to be in here, which just leads to me smoking.
Oh fucking well.
I feel like crying, but i don't.
I printed it out and just keep reading it over and over. over and over. and over again.
I feel like i could fly if i wanted to.
BPD have issues with loss, what the fuck should i do.
I want to cuddle.
Amanda gave me a carmel apple which made me happy, we walked to south lot and got cranium, and when we came back Drew was outside...how Ironic. BLAH
BLAH FUCKING BLAH. I'm dead again these days.