Sep 20, 2003 11:15
Last night was boring all the people I usually hang out with were locked up in their rooms drinking or at home. I drank a little, not even enough to get drunk. Tonights the night for that I guess. I am very undecided on how i feel about drinking. no thats a lie, i know how i feel and i am just going against my gut.
I wish Mark was here last night then maybe we couldhave watched a movie and talked
or even Drew although that would have been compleletly different and mostly have consisted of sitting outside
I just watched some forensics show and went to bed. Bri IMed me this morning and it woke me up, by the time i got out of bed he was gone.
i cant wait for him to hold me. Man