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so, I'm making this huge step. A step he'll either say he never expected or was just waiting for. I made my decison, and I'm sure eventually I'll go back on it but for now its what i need. Two years. My best friend. My everyfucking thing. I need to remove you from this life now too. I just took you off my buddy list, and now off my friends list. I will do my best to prevent you from reading my life, and me from reading yours. You have no real purpose in LJ except to upset me so maybe it'll end. You dont need to read about how much I love, and miss you. It only gives you power. I need to deal with this without you. Hopefully someday it will be ok, but for now its not.
I do love you.
I always will.
I am a huge tool.
Uhh sorry to everyone else who had to read this.
I do love you.
I always will.
I am a huge tool.
Uhh sorry to everyone else who had to read this.