I've never been so torn before

[xsatinslippersx]

randomness..

*i need a vacation
*Its weird how when you miss someone you see that person in everyone else you see
*We're looking for a house
*Im going to court tomorrow, yikes.
*hopefully getting a car?
*Mr. Dolan told me i show to much cleavege for church..."Mr. Dolan, i dont have cleavege" lmao. he cracks me up.
*My neighbor thinks its funny how i always sneek out of my window
*I miss my family.
*I want a week away from everything.
*I called and talked to a guy tonight on the radio and requested a song :)
*I want to play the piano again.
*I want a lot.

-I hate my additude
-I hate driving with my Mom
-I hate how i feel
-I hate how people act
-I hate how im not in shape right now
-I hate being afraid
-I hate being around stupid people
-I hate being around people, period.
-I hate how my parents dont listen to me and talk to me like im two.
-I hate a lot.

+I want to see Elton John, Rod Stewart, Aerosmith, And Bon Jovi, before I die. (for sure) Expecially the first two.
+Go to college, down south.
+Have a solo
+Sky Dive
+Have a ballet room in my house
+And Be something, huge.

alright
Im done

Just some stuff I was thinking about today.
dreaming.
i seem to do that alot.
But isnt that what a journal is for?
wish me luck tomorrow at court. wow.

'night.