Love song to No One
I feel really bad. I feel like i am losing one of my good friends. and i wish i wasn't. i dunno how to act around him, and i feel like he wants nothing to do with me anymore. and things aren't the same. because i feel like i hurt him more then he tells me, and i am sorry. i really am.
I also feel like me and John are against all odds. I feel like everyone tells me not to give so much of my time or myself into the relationship. But... i really do feel like it's right. that we are right for eachother. even though everyone else doesn't. and i can't explain it. And i wish i had answers for all their questions. but i don't. And it's weird for me. ME out of all people do not jump into pointless relationships. it's so hard for me to give him all my trust. and to let my walls down. But you never know. And i don't want any regrets. And i know i am young And i know in 6 years i will be a different person. But what if i am a better person because of him. He makes me happy.
Can't I be happy?
I also feel like me and John are against all odds. I feel like everyone tells me not to give so much of my time or myself into the relationship. But... i really do feel like it's right. that we are right for eachother. even though everyone else doesn't. and i can't explain it. And i wish i had answers for all their questions. but i don't. And it's weird for me. ME out of all people do not jump into pointless relationships. it's so hard for me to give him all my trust. and to let my walls down. But you never know. And i don't want any regrets. And i know i am young And i know in 6 years i will be a different person. But what if i am a better person because of him. He makes me happy.
Can't I be happy?