Putting Myself in a Horrible Situation
I think I screwed up my relationship with Chris. He broke up with me last night then wanted me back five minutes later. I told him we'd talk about it after I got off of work today and now he's not even sure if he wants to be with me. I screwed myself over. If I get an apartment that'd be awesome then I wouldn't have to worry too much I guess. I don't want to go back to Indiana. I want to cry but I don't think I have it in me right now. I can't believe I did this to myself.