I'm fucked

Nov 08, 2005 08:30

I don't know what to do. I have thoroughly fucked myself over in at least three of my classes. I am completely lost... I'm so sick of this semester.

I don't even know why I came here. I knew I would screw myself over. I knew I wouldn't do any of my work, or study.

My dad fucking pisses me off.

I don't know what to do. I don't know if I should just go home and forget about Ball State... maybe go to IV Tech or something... I feel like it's too late to hope for any chance of getting better grades. I don't want to get kicked out of Ball State. I don't want to be put on academic probation either, but that's pretty inevitable. UGH. I hate hate HATE all of this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am SO lost. I wish I would have dropped my math class. Why didn't I?!

My mom is so disappointed. My dad is going to kill me when he finds out I'm failing three classes.

I have to go to math. And then do some thing for Krystalia where I sell smiley faces with suckers... I don't even know. I have no idea what I am supposed to do.

Sorry I'm in such a pissy mood.
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