Nov 08, 2005 08:30
I don't know what to do. I have thoroughly fucked myself over in at least three of my classes. I am completely lost... I'm so sick of this semester.
I don't even know why I came here. I knew I would screw myself over. I knew I wouldn't do any of my work, or study.
My dad fucking pisses me off.
I don't know what to do. I don't know if I should just go home and forget about Ball State... maybe go to IV Tech or something... I feel like it's too late to hope for any chance of getting better grades. I don't want to get kicked out of Ball State. I don't want to be put on academic probation either, but that's pretty inevitable. UGH. I hate hate HATE all of this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am SO lost. I wish I would have dropped my math class. Why didn't I?!
My mom is so disappointed. My dad is going to kill me when he finds out I'm failing three classes.
I have to go to math. And then do some thing for Krystalia where I sell smiley faces with suckers... I don't even know. I have no idea what I am supposed to do.
Sorry I'm in such a pissy mood.