Oct 30, 2007 21:18
a couple of minutes ago. i shuffled my ipod and postal service came up. Brand New Colony. It made me kind of depressed and i lost my motivation to run. I just sat in front of my garage just staring. i was thinking about how im so different from everyone i know. Is it a good thing or a bad thing? I always say i want to meet new people, but i really dont. I love who i know and who i am with on a day to day or should i say night to night basis.
Today i had a dentist appointment. My whole entire face was numb. I had like 4 cavities. I do like sugar. I realized how afraid i am of dentists. uggghhhhh
for some reason im in one of my depressing moods
i dont know why. im ready for halloween to be over with and on to xmas.
i miss aj and wish he was here