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eh there are some things that i was absolutely in love with and now they are gone... i mean yeah there are new things that i like now..but the things that i tried to hold on to...the things that i wanted the most arent even there anymore. and i dont know what to do about it. things are the same yet they are different. the innocence and shit is just gone and i hate it. the part that i love the most about the relationship is gone. and ive been trying to get it back but its not working. ehh. i guess ive gotta just try harder. and i keep letting all this stupid shit get to me which i shouldnt. but hey i cant help it