Writer's Block: Who's your BFF?
My oldest friend is jacey. I was never good at making or keeping friends until I met jacey. She was the first person I didn't have to lie to or hide from. she was there for all the abuse, the terrible drug use the drinking the cutting the complete out of control eating disorder. she never lied to me never judged me. When I went to treatment for my almost three year inpatient stay we lost touch. she couldn't do it anymore and who could blame her I sure didn't...it didn't help that i lost touch with everyone on the outside. But after I got out of treatment I found her and she found me. I spent almost two years looking for her. When I finally found her it was like she hadn't changed. in a month she was in utah staying with me and D. It was like we never left each other... except for this time it was better. I wasn't insane. I wasn't counting the calories in air and lotion... I wasn't high out of my mind or drunk... I was me and she was her and it was what it should have been all those years ago... 11 years ago. She is one of the most wonderful people I know and I owe a lot of my success to her support. she was one of the big reasons I finally went into treatment and gave it a good go.