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When will things be ok again?
He wants me one day, wants me gone the next.
I'm gonna be strong ....for myself. For too long, I've let this one situation run my life. Its not worth it...I'm never like this. I've always been happy, all the time, the people who know me, know that. And this one thing has changed me completley..well ya know what, no more of that...I'm back....for good this time.
No more of this..."hmm I wonder how he feels about me today?!" crap..if he likes me, then wonderful, if he dosent....life goes on!!
I want him to know, that I still respect him very very much, and even tho this is about the 174930783 time I've said that I'm not worrying about it anymore, I'm serious this time. Really. Live your life, i'll live mine, if we end up together, then everything...is beautiful, just like we once were. But until then...live.