Stay with me today..
Past few days have been like a roller coaster. Sunday I went to the mall and saw Mark there, so we hung out for a bit. Monday I spent all day trying to occupy myself so that 6 o'clock would come around faster and I would get to go see Brad because he came home from Germany. I was so giddy and excited, it was rediculous. I'm so glad he's home. After we picked him up from the bus, we went and got Pizza Hut pizza, and then we went back to his house and hung out. I bought him a bobblehead of The Penguin from batman from Wildwood, and he got me a bracelet from Germany. It's GORGEOUS. I wish he wouldn't spend money on me though. Dumb boy.
Today was tough. I had to wake up early to go see our new house. I've heard alot about it, but actually being in it was incredible. The house is huge, and it's beautiful. My room is in the basement, and I have my own full bath, shower and all :). I'm more excited than I was before because the house is so perfect, but I still have such mixed feelings. Every day that passes just brings more fear to me. My relationship with Brad is what's worrying me the most. Never in my life would I have thought that I would find someone like him. He's so perfect, and I don't know what I would do without him. But I do know that long distance relationships hardly ever work, and that's really scary. I want to give it a try, but I don't know what good it's going to do. Blah.
Tomorrow I might be hanging out with Courtney or Ashley Norman. I haven't seen Ashley since school let out, so it would be awesome to see her again.
Hopefully my feelings about moving ease up sometime soon. ♥
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
What Are The Keys To Your Heart? pretty true for the most part.