I need you ~Chapter 9~
Title: I need you
Author: xruki_x
Pairing; Akame
Rating: PG / PG-13
Genre: Angst
Summary: Jin left to LA and Kame started to change because Jin won't contact him. he want's to forget Jin to avoid the Pain but everywhere Jin's name get's mentioned if not his name, his face would or his vocie... Is he able to walk forward without Jin?
2nd Summary; Jin will return to Japan,KAT-TUN. But still Kame can't figure out why Jin avoided him all the time.
“What…?” Jin couldn’t believe his ears. Did Kame just said that he didn’t want to be his friend anymore?
“Sorry” Kame said.
“Wait, why?” Jin stuttered.
“Because, just because…You don’t like me so why be friends?” Kame laughed.
“…What are you saying?”
“ Jin, I’m sorry, but I can’t forgive you for avoiding and ignoring me for so long before you left. Then I had to hear that you would leave to the US. I though you would call me at least mail me, but you didn’t. you did mail with Pi. It’s not fair Jin. So.. let’s stop this. Let’s just focus on work…” with that Kame left the room, leaving Jin behind.
Jin watched the other walk about. Why was Kame acting like this? Did it hurt him that much that Jin didn’t contact him? Kame had a girlfriend right? So why would he need Jin as a friend.
The only thing that Jin wanted to do right now was yelling and back to the US. He hated it. I wanted to apologize with Kame and tell him his feelings later but this happened. It hurt so much. Why was he so stupid before? Why didn’t he just send a mail at new year or his birthday? He could at least do that, but now it was too late.
Jin sighed. Maybe… this was better, because if he confessed to Kame. Then Kame would be bothered by the thought of his friend loving him. Though... he didn’t need to say that they couldn’t be friends..
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Kame started to run and grabbed one of his arms with his hand, digging his nails into his skin.
‘why, why, why?! What have I said? I don’t want this why am I so foolish??’ Kame though as tears flew over his face ‘I hate this! Why didn’t I just forgive him and jumped on him?? I should just go an die!’
Kame run to the exit, bumped into Ueda and Maru and felt on the floor. He looks up and saw his bandmates.
“Ueda…I…” Kame sobbed and started to dig his nails even farter into his skin. “I.. why… how… why??” he cried on the floor.
Ueda looked at Maru and then looked at Kame again.
“Maru, stay with Kame I have to talk to Jin now” Ueda said and ran away.
“Ueda.. No… don’t….”Kame sobbed but it was too late Ueda left. “Maru… Jin didn’t do anything… it’s my fault…” he said but he knew that Maru didn’t know anything about his and Jin’s relationship.
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Jin sat on a chair with his head laying on his hands. He closed his eyes that shaded tears before. It was his fault. That’s why Kame was so mad. Why couldn’t he be fair?
Jin heard someone running and soon the door swung open.
“AKANISHI JIN! WHAT DID YOU DO??” Ueda yelled and closed the door behind him, looking furiously at Jin who had no idea.
Jin wiped eyes with his hands. And then looked at Ueda.
“What?”
“WHAT DID Y..”
Ueda stopped as he noticed Jin’s eyes. They were red it was like that he had been crying. Ueda calmed down and caught his breath again. Maybe he was wrong?
“What happened?” Ueda asked.
Jin shook his head.
“Jin?”
Jin looked into Ueda’s eyes and then looked away again.
“Ueda... Maybe it’s better for me not to return? I mean... I’ll only cause trouble...”
Ueda couldn’t believe his ears after 6months he says things like THIS?!
“what? Why? Why are you saying this?”
Jin smirked and then cover a part of his face with his hand.
“He doesn’t want to know me anymore, atleast he doesn’t want to be my friend. It’s worthless to say here”
“He? You mean? Kame…?” Ueda’s eyes winded.
Jin nodded.
“Yeah, I asked him; if we could be friends again, but he said ‘No, I don’t want that, Jin. It’s too late. You could at least mail me or call me, but you didn’t. I don’t think our friendship is worth it to start over new’
“Did he really said that?” Ueda asked
Again Jin nodded.
“I’ve to go Jin stay here!”
Ueda rushed out the room and approached Kame still on the floor, ignoring Maru
“Kame? Kame?”
Kame looked up and smiled sadly.
“I’m sorry, I’m such a bother to you”
“KAME!” Ueda yelled, why where are his friends so stupid?!
“GO BACK NOW! TO JIN!”
“I can’t…”
“Kame, listen, if you don’t go back and tell him that you want to be with him or want to be friends with him then you should forget him. He wants to return to LA already. Are you okay with that?”
Kame looked up. “I don’t… he can’t go…”
“Then go to him NOW” Ueda demanded.
“But I-”
“KAME! THINK! How many tears have you shed for him? Do you want him to go away again after he returned? Do you?? If you do then just sit here doing NOTHING and let him fly back to LA!”
Kame stood up and smiled. “You’re scary, Ueda” he said and started to walk to the direction to where Jin was.
He stood infront of the closed door and breathed deeply. Okay then let’s do it. Kame approached his hand for the cling but then the door swung open
Jin started at Kame and Kame at Jin both of them had red eyes.
“Jin” “Kame” they said at the same time.
Jin let the cling go and walked back into the room. Soon Kame followed him.
“You first” he said
Kame shivered and bit his lip hard once.
“Jin, I…” Kame sighed and then looked at the other boy again. “I…”
“You, what?” Jin asked and turned to face the Kame.
“I… I’m sorry, please…Jin”
Jin stunned. What the hell was going on here? First Kame tells him that he doesn’t want to be friends with him now he comes back, apologizes and begs? For what?
“Jin. I DO want to be friends with you…” he said softly.
“Kame you…” Jin stopped and took a step forward to the younger boy.
“Why have you change your mind?” he asked
“Because I won’t make it without you”
Jin froze. What did he meant? That he couldn’t make it in JE without him? Was that all?”
“Because you’re my best friend here, Jin. You don’t know how I felt when you started to avoid me and then left to LA without talking to me at all… you don’t know how I felt when New Year arrived and waited for your call or message…”
“Kame, I. I’m sorry I really wanted to call you but I though, you didn’t care and that you would shout at me if I would call… you should be mad at me…”
Kame smiled and he looked up, their eyes met and they both knew that they were important to each other. Not like lovers but as best friends.
“Jin? Can I hold you for a while?”
“But…”
“Yes or No?”
“Yes” he answered
Kame walked to Jin and hugged him, he buried his head against Jin’s chest and closed his eyes.
Jin felt Kame’s grip around his wrist and pulled him closer.
‘Kame.. I wished that I could you the truth about this all, only if you knew that I love You then it wouldn’t be so hard for me. I hope that I’ll able to tell you that I love you soon…’
Kame smiled and hugged Jin even tighter. This hug seemed like a lovers hug. It was so nice and warm, and it felt safe in his arms.
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To be continued...
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