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I sit here everyday waiting for something to give, a sign.. something anything. But still.. nothing. I'm tired of sitting around getting upset about this for no reason. Getting upset because you see other guys, getting upset because I can't handle what you do every night.
I'm sick of this, im wasting my time. Tonight, it felt like you were hugging me thinking it was going to fix things. If your gonna carry on doing what your doing, than im out.. im done with everything, im done waiting. I hope one day when you get out of this phase your in, or when you finally "figure things out" you'll realize im not around anymore to save you from your mistakes.
You say you love me sure. But that word means shit all unless you show it. To love someone is to care so much, that absolutly nothing else matters, and that it's completely unconditional. I know I don't love you just for the word. But hey, thats just me.
It seems like everytime I come out of an amazing relationship, im just hung up on everything. Memories flash through my head like I'm watching a film. I wish I could meet someone who is just genuine, some one who feels the way I do about things, someone who is willing to go to the absolute furthest extent for me, someone who will just love me no matter what, someone who is as mature, and as independent as me. I want to get married, I want to grow up and be an adult, ugh.. these are all just wishes. One day maybe, until then I'll just continue coasting threw my life, and finish school. Maybe then someone will be there with there arms wide open. Ugh, I love to dream.
I'm sick of this, im wasting my time. Tonight, it felt like you were hugging me thinking it was going to fix things. If your gonna carry on doing what your doing, than im out.. im done with everything, im done waiting. I hope one day when you get out of this phase your in, or when you finally "figure things out" you'll realize im not around anymore to save you from your mistakes.
You say you love me sure. But that word means shit all unless you show it. To love someone is to care so much, that absolutly nothing else matters, and that it's completely unconditional. I know I don't love you just for the word. But hey, thats just me.
It seems like everytime I come out of an amazing relationship, im just hung up on everything. Memories flash through my head like I'm watching a film. I wish I could meet someone who is just genuine, some one who feels the way I do about things, someone who is willing to go to the absolute furthest extent for me, someone who will just love me no matter what, someone who is as mature, and as independent as me. I want to get married, I want to grow up and be an adult, ugh.. these are all just wishes. One day maybe, until then I'll just continue coasting threw my life, and finish school. Maybe then someone will be there with there arms wide open. Ugh, I love to dream.