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I'm so flustered with everything in my life right now. I'm not only confused but i'm well.. fucked.
Lately I want more than anything to be out of here, and gone from so many peoples lives. Why is that I want that but am so afraid of leaving a select group of people behind. I think I really need to be out of my house, living on my own or with someone. I need to have something I call my own, and know that I've done this. But no one, not really a single person I know is ready for this jump at life. And I know I cant do it on my own.
I wish things could be easier for me. I want to stop struggling.
Please.
PS. Claire and Sterling I really miss you.
Lately I want more than anything to be out of here, and gone from so many peoples lives. Why is that I want that but am so afraid of leaving a select group of people behind. I think I really need to be out of my house, living on my own or with someone. I need to have something I call my own, and know that I've done this. But no one, not really a single person I know is ready for this jump at life. And I know I cant do it on my own.
I wish things could be easier for me. I want to stop struggling.
Please.
PS. Claire and Sterling I really miss you.