Tired and happy and irritated and upset and hopeful
Alright, today was ok.
B+ on my math interim, and .7 points away from an A-. Awesome.
A, more specifically a 95, in biology. Fuckin awesome.
Well, JV soccer is winding down. Tomorrow's our last game, and then, I get to relax, go home every day, focus on my homework and my friends, and forget about soccer until camp.
Right?
Wrong.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. "Making" varsity, even if for the last few games and possibly regionals, is a big honor.
Unfortunately, I am so sick of soccer I want to scream.
All I want is to be able to ride the bus home in the afternoons and not worry about ANYTHING but exams and what I'm doing this weekend.
Not happening.
I mean, GOD, it's an honor. But let's face it.
Martha and Mawn are 2 good forwards.
They don't need me unless one of them goes down.
So what will I be doing?
Practicing in the afternoons for games I won't even play in.
Ggggggggggggggggggoooooooooodddddddddddddd.
Ouch. Ouch, ouch, ouch. I just got dissed. :\
Shiiitttteeeee. End of the year is gonna suck.
Please call me if you get the chance. I need conversaaaation.
846.4585//401.6155
Oohhhh ps> I made another journal. ___nocturne I'm thinking about using it now. New start for a new person.
B+ on my math interim, and .7 points away from an A-. Awesome.
A, more specifically a 95, in biology. Fuckin awesome.
Well, JV soccer is winding down. Tomorrow's our last game, and then, I get to relax, go home every day, focus on my homework and my friends, and forget about soccer until camp.
Right?
Wrong.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining. "Making" varsity, even if for the last few games and possibly regionals, is a big honor.
Unfortunately, I am so sick of soccer I want to scream.
All I want is to be able to ride the bus home in the afternoons and not worry about ANYTHING but exams and what I'm doing this weekend.
Not happening.
I mean, GOD, it's an honor. But let's face it.
Martha and Mawn are 2 good forwards.
They don't need me unless one of them goes down.
So what will I be doing?
Practicing in the afternoons for games I won't even play in.
Ggggggggggggggggggoooooooooodddddddddddddd.
Ouch. Ouch, ouch, ouch. I just got dissed. :\
Shiiitttteeeee. End of the year is gonna suck.
Please call me if you get the chance. I need conversaaaation.
846.4585//401.6155
Oohhhh ps> I made another journal. ___nocturne I'm thinking about using it now. New start for a new person.