Jan 18, 2005 18:00
Well i am contemplating the idea of changing schools. Sometime this week im going to talk to my dad about it. A while ago all I wanted to do was go to Lake Shore, It was perfect I'd have Catherine & Rich. Now things have completely changed. I would still love being in school with Catherine lol but other than that it would probably make me even more sad than I am now. Actually I'd love to go to like boarding school or a private school. Ya know just a chance to start all over --
ugh. I dont know. Right now I'd would just give ANYTHING to have EVERYTHING back to the way it was. No. I would want to start over from Summer. That would be nice.
uhm so today i went to school and i was going through my locker and i found this binder with this huge i love rich written in sharpie and i kinda just whipped it back into my locker. lmao then before first period I went to the nurse and told her I threw up and to call my mom. So she did and my mom came and got me.[even though i felt fine. i just really dislike school] BUT YEAH so i slept all day... It was pretty nice.
Then i went to my dads house, and I kinda sat there and thought. Once I start thinking i usually end up crying. And thats what happened. lol There are just sooo many things I want to say to people.. I just dont know how. yuck.
hm well uh NEXT MONTH. im going to Florida & Ill be FIFTEEN. sweetness.
- Katie
tonight i'll stand in the light so you can
count how many tears fall from my eyes .. <33