So accusing their eyes, Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites.
Basically everything you've always wanted to know.
a n g e r section
do you have a quick temper?: No. I let stuff build up.
what do you do when you're mad?: I yell.
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: Bruised my fist
if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: Not at all. I had to get it out somehow.
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: I'm not sure.
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: When I was little I use to bite kids when I was mad at them. Hm.
do you curse when you're mad?: Like a sailor.
c r y i n g section
when was the last time you really cried your heart out? Last day of July.
ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yep
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Yeah I have. Not recently.
ever cried over the opposite sex?: I'm pretty sure every girl doing this can say yes to this.
do you cry when you get an injury?: When I get a paper cut or stub my toe..Usually. BUTT when I got my head split open or when I got hit in the ovaries by the beast..I didnt cry. I'm backwards. It should be the opposite.
do certain songs make you cry? which ones: Yeah. "Butterfly Kisses"- Bob Carlisle. "Now Its Done"-SLR. But If I'm in that mood..anything that I can relate to will make me cry.
can you make yourself cry?: No I cant.
p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: 8th grade.
My parents were fighting everynight. LOTS of alcohal. Cheating boyfriend of a long relationship. Mix it all together..and you get why I was so bleh last year.
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: Bruised up my arms.
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: Broken up with a kid cause I liked someone else for at least a month in our relationship, and the kid knowing I didnt like him, having me tell him I liked him, then having my friend break us up. Damn I was a bitch.
ever had a painful break up?: Hm. You could say 2 now.
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: No thanks.
how depressed can you get?: More than I show.
do you inflict pain on yourself?: I use to. Not cutting,idiots...yea. A different way.
h a p p y section
are you normally a happy person?: Usually.
what can make you happy?: My friends, Ryan, music.
do you wish you were happier?: I'm content.
what makes you the happiest?: Being with all of my friends.
is being happy overrated?: Not one bit.
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: I'm pretty sure my friends are the only thing that makes me happy, besides music.
can music make you happy?: OMG. These questions..are basically repeative. YES MUSIC MAKES ME HAPPY.
l o v e section
how many times have you had your heart broken?: Twice
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: Not one bit.
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: Yes indeed. I would die for basically all of my friends.
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: I've gotten silence.(girls dont forget anything)AnDDD I've gotten thanks. BUTT the thanks was from strangers..who i was trying to be friends with at the mall.."Can I borrow a quarter?" "..no." "But I love you" "..uh THanks."
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: Oh.my. Yes.
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: Yeah.
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: No, I'm not gonna not break up with someone, if there not ready to say that, or if they even dont love me at all. I'm not gonna try to force them to say it.
h a t e section
who do you actually hate?: I don't HATE anyone.
ever made a hit list?: Yes I have. Joking around of course.
have you ever been on a hit list?: probably.
are you a mean bully?: Not really. When I'm joking around I guess I am, cuz no1 knows I'm joking.
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?:Nope. I try to move on. If they break your heart, then it really wasnt worth it in the first place, FORRR if they really did care about you, they wouldnt break your heart in a rude way, they would let you down easy, and still be friends. *takes deep breath* wew..
do you hate George Bush?: No. I'm Pro-Bush. One of the few people who are.
s e l f - e s t e e m section
is your self-esteem extremely low?: Sometimes.
do you believe in yourself?: Yes
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: If I feel confident that day, I say thanks, the whole world cant think I'm not pretty. If I'm depressed or whatever, I just laugh and say ok.
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?:Ahaha. I love how this question is asked. Are you on of those IDIOTS that think this. Well. Now that you know how you really feel, we can answer this honestly. GOSH!
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: Not kill.
are you happy with who you are?: Yes, somewhat
do you wish you can be someone else?: No.
Perfect man:
<33~Hair Color:Dark. Brown or Black. ORRR weird mixes.
<33~Hair Type: Long.
<33~Eye Color: Blue, Green, Brown, Grey. I really dont care, as long as I dont get bored staring into them.
<33~Body Type: Not aneroxic and not 923478lbs. lol.
<33~Height: Taller than me.
<33~Any Piercings?: Lip piercings. April,Your dirty.(I just actually read ur answer to this)
<33~Tattoos?: If you wish.
<33~Wht car does he drive: Something that goes.
<33~Quiet or Outgoing?: Quiet, but outgoing around me.
<33~Does he play any sports?: Eh. Doesnt matter.
<33~Is he musically inclined?: Very. Play guitar or something, and be as musically obsessed as I am.
<33~Was it love at first sight; or were you friends first?: Friends.
<33~Does he like to dance?: Yes
<33~Momma's boy or a Rebel?: A little of both.
<33~Does he write poetry?: Yes indeed he would, or if he doesnt write it,must appreciate it.
<33~How far does he go on the first date?: Just kiss on cheek or peck on lips. Nothing further.
<33~What would he be voted as his senior year?(best hair; next president; ect.): Funniest
<33~Does he ever buy you flowers: That would be nice.
<33~Whats his favorite band: Something mellow or something so hardcore its unbelievable. :)
<33~How often does he call you?: Everyday.
<33~Describe your dream date: Really fun day. Romantic ending.
<33~Do you think he really exists?: Yes indeed I do. I have a guy whos pretty damn close already.
[x] I Like SpongeBob
[x] I Think Llamas Are Cool. Hahahaha.
[x] I Have Seen Napoleon Dynomite
[x] I Like To Eat Chicken
[ ] I Love School
[ ] I Have A Lot Of Friends
[x] I Take Showers Daily
[x] I Use Aim
[ ] I Have A Digital Camera
[ ] I Think Im Hott
[ ] I Have A Big House
[ ] I Have A Xanga
[ ] I Have No Pets
[x] I Have A Boy Teacher
[ ] I Watch Survivor
[x] I Like Bo Bice On American Idol
[x] I Have\Had A Pet Rock.
[x] I Am Scared Of The Dark
[ ] My Parents Are Divorced
[x] I Have More Than 30 CDs
[ ] I Only Have One Pair Of Shoes
[ ] I Love Frogs
[x] I Have A Boyfriend\Girlfriend
[x] I Am Straight
[x] I Like Eggs
[ ] My Name Begins With M
[ ] I Like Surveys From Surveys_By_Me
[x] I Have A Flat Screen Computer. In the other room.
[x] I Have A TV In My Room
[ ] I Have Step\Half Brothers And Sisters
[x] I Watch Reality TV
[xxxxx] I Love Flava Flav
[ ] I Go To The-N.com
[ ] I Think Cartoons Are Gay
[xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx] I Hate Anime
[x] I Swear Like A Sailor
[ ] I Think Sailors Are Hott
[x] I Like Pop Music. SOME! Like, Ryan Cabera. BSB. Lifehouse. Howie Day. Goo Goo Dolls.
[x] I Used To Like BackStreet Boys STILL DO
[x] I Sleep With A Stuffed Animal
[ ] I Think I Am Hott
[ ] I Think Boys Are Icky
[x] I Have A Crush
[x] I Can Keep A Boyfriend\Girlfriends For Over A Month
[x] I Go To The Movies A Lot
[ ] I Hate To Talk On The Phone
[x] I Have A Dvd Player
[x] I Have A Full Size Bed
[ ] I Was Born In The Summer
[ ] I Am In The Class Of *05
[ ] I Have To Wear Uniforms
[x] I Like To Swim
[x] I Have Been Skinny Dipping
[ ] I Like Sand On The Beach
[x] I Have Flown In A Plane
[x] I Like RollerCoasters
[ ] I Want To SkyDive
[x] I Have Been To A Rock Concert
[ ] I Watch The Disney Channel
[ ] I Am Scared Of Swamps
[xx] I Would Go On Fear Factor
[xxxxx] I Like Cold Weather
[ ] I Snowboard or Ski
[ ] I Have Wood Paneling In My Room
[ ] I Am Short HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
[ ] I Am Sad This Survey Is Over
ONE:
-- Name: Donna
-- Birth date: October 4th
-- Birthplace: Homes Regional, Melbourne FL
-- Hair Color: Natural? Brown with auburn streaks
-- Height: 5'9
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Libra
TWO:
-- Your heritage: Italian. Then some German
-- The shoes you wore today:Non yet.
-- Your weakness: Boys.Boys.Boys
-- Your fears: Rejection, Being alone, Bugs
-- Your perfect pizza: Cheese, pepperoni, and ranch dressing!
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Short term- Dont mess up this year of highschool.
THREE:
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: Probably Just spazzing- alskdjasklda
-- Your thoughts first waking up: *siiigh* *hits snooze button*
-- Your best physical feature: Alot of people say I have a nice smile, but I really dont know.
-- Your bedtime: Summer I fall asleep around 230-3. school time- 11ish
-- Your most missed memory: When everyone got along with everyone. No1 cared what other people thought. No1 was depressed. Everyone was just living life to the fullest. :(
FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Sprite
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Taco Bell.
-- Single or group dates: Single.
-- Adidas or Nike: Nike
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: CapriSun
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla.
-- Cappuccino or coffee: CapriSun
FIVE:
-- Smoke: I'm allergic. :)
-- Cuss: Like a sailor.
-- Sing: Almost 24/7.
-- Shower everyday: Yes please.
-- Have a crush: On Ryan.
-- Do you think you've been in love: Yeah
-- Like(d) high school: SOcial part Yes
-- Want to get married: Eventually
-- Believe in yourself: Sometimes
-- Get motion sickness: Nope
-- Think you're attractive: Eh.
-- Think you're a health freak: Not really.
-- Get along with your parent(s): Eh. Sometimes. Rarely.
-- Like thunderstorms: Yes! I love lightning.
-- Play an instrument: Guitar
SIX:
In the past month have you...
-- Drank alcohol: Yep. But I am gonna see how long I can be sober. Cuz I'm over drinking.
-- Smoked: Never
-- Done a drug: Painkillers for injuries.
-- Had Sex: Nope.
-- Made Out: Barely.
-- Gone to the mall: Yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Nope.
-- Eaten sushi: Nope
-- Been on stage: At Registration
-- Been dumped: Yep. For..one day.
-- Gone skating: Nah
-- Made homemade cookies: Nope
-- Gone skinny dipping: Yes actually.
-- Dyed your hair: *looks at 5 inch long roots* ..No.
-- Stolen anything: Nopee
SEVEN:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Ha Last year.
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Last year
-- Been called a tease: TCT. AHAHHAHA.
-- Gotten beaten up:
-- Shoplifted:
-- Changed who you were to fit in: I did in 7th grade. I tried to be preppy cause all my friends were preppy. But I woudl be there..with my headset..with The White Stripes, Relient K, or something not rock in my cd player. But I then gave up. And now I'm just gonna be true to myself.
EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: Mid-20s
-- Numbers and Names of Children: Three kids. I like Brooke for a girls name. But I dont really care.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Somewhere totally romantic. A small church with tons of candles and rose petals everywhere and stained glass windows with the sun shining through them.
-- How do you want to die: Peacefully.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: A teacher. As much as I say I hate kids. I really do love them. I just dont like loud bratty ones. But i absolutly love little kids. I want to teach.
-- What country would you most like to visit: Italy. To see the Sistine Chapel.
NINE:
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color? Once again. Idc. As long as there pretty.
-- Best hair color? Brown or Black. Or mixed colors.
-- Short or long hair: Long.
-- height: Taller than I am.
-- Best weight:Not aneroxic and not 2094823lbs.
-- Best articles of clothing: Dickies and band shirt. :)
-- Best first date location: Movies or Mall. Somwhere non threathening.
-- Best first kiss location: Wherever it happens. But it should be a kiss on the forehead or a peck on the lips. Nothing more.
TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: None
-- # of people I could trust with my life: 5. Dont ask if your one. I wont tell you.
-- # of CDs that I own:
-- # of piercings: 5 soon to be 7 :):):):):):):):)
-- # of tattoos: 0
-- # of scars on my body: Quite a few. I'm quite the clumbsy one.
-- # of things in my past that I regret: There in the past. I've learned to forget about them. It still bothers me when people bring stuff up about it. But..I guess people dont realize how much it hurts me when they bring it up. I wasn't even sober when it happened. And I just feel like people dont really understand that part of my life.
Breathe (2am)- Anna Nalick
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason
'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button, girl.
So cradle your head in your hands
And breathe... just breathe,
In May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
Just today he sat down to the flask in his fist,
"Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year."
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it.
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table.
No one can find the rewind button, boys,
So cradle your head in your hands,
And breathe... just breathe,
There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe
woah breathe, just breathe,
oh breathe, just breathe.