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alright so i love him.
but not just any love. like the over used word society seems to have forgotten the meaning of.
but the overwhelming feeling.
that overtakes you, when you lose all control. and let go of everything you once held on to.
yeah its that real.
it has the power to take you to the ultimate high...or your ultimate low.
once you find it.
hold on to it with all you have.
because theres nothing that can compare.
when he holds in his arms
nothing else in the world matters.
i feel safe. and protected. and loved.
and there's nothing like it.
even those fears and insecuritites and difficulties with trust that once held me back,
seem to disappear.
when he looks at me, i dont need to hide anything or cover up. because he excepts me for all that i am.
hes the one thing that i look forward to when i wake up.
and hes that last thing on my mind before i drift to sleep.
i love his every flaw, every imperfection. and i can never seem to get enough of him.
the moment he leaves...i miss him and want him back.
but dont get me wrong.
we are definitely not the perfect couple most make us out to be.
honestly, were far from it.
without a doubt, we have our problems.
but i love his constant will to improve.
to fix, and work on us.
and he never seems to give up.
even when we seem so hopeless.
everything we've gone through, we went through toegther. and came out of it together. it makes us stronger. and i wouldnt trade those struggles for the world.
because now i know i can go through hell and back, and still know i'll have him by my side.
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i love you sam. and always will. 10.22.05